Ru

Fair enough.

I don't work just as hard. I never started out with nothing. I started out with everything. I got the money, the tools, the scholarship and all that jazz. Doesn't mean it's been easy fighting for what I want. I am always trying to match my results to what I've been given all along. Isn't that good enough? Have I ever taken whatever I was gifted with for granted to the point where I would be happy with just as pass? I should have fucking left the fucking college instead of taking all this crap from aSir and doing nothing but threatening to boycott every day right?

I never meant that it is WRONG to celebrate hard work but it's merely the fact that it's not my kind of scene. I don't disagree with it- I just don't like it. The money is there, the results are there, your conscience gives you a pat on the back- it's satisfaction enough for me. Fair enough some people worked hard enough to deserve all the glamor. That is why Advertising is not my scene. I don't hate it. It's been misunderstood for way too long. I do NOT abhor the advertising industry. The term "Pei Ru hates advertising" is derived from the situation when the college has forced upon me all these advertising-related projects that I couldn't comprehend with. It's an issue of me not liking what the college is teaching me, not the fact that I find Advertising relying solely on bullshit in the working world. It's the stupid class.

I am not blind. I am not filled with so much rage that I can't see through the shits the collective effort and teamwork put into an idea. I see so much brilliance in Advertising. I admire their ideas that is why I initially beared with the fact that yeah, cenfad lacked that and PJCAD can give it to me. Unfortunately, all the muck that PJCAD has thrown into the 'future potentials' of the industry just made it look so commercial to me. It's just depressing. Passion, what passion?

Shoot me, I never worked hard in my life.