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Date: Tuesday, September 1, 2009 Time: 4:00 AM Just a thought
I'll do your reputation no further harm but will you give me your word that you won't weigh every little thing against me? I don't want to lie to people anymore. Enough people have suffered from what you've done. Greed, selfishness, money, the glamour.. all these things you crave but you don't know how it works. What sick sort of satisfaction can you get from watching the misery of other people as you try to get to the top? Is it that much fun to look down on people? To think that you're better off than them when the truth is that they enjoy their lives so much more than you ever will. I am a mere weakling, I was lied to enough to be fooled into believing that I was never required to take such measures. Thus, I'll be finding the strength in me to execute the plans. It's gonna be hard, I know I am going to fall many times and I know I am going to be shrugged off by others as potentially stupid in the head... but it sure beats this. |